Patching it all up

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Welcome to my favorite month loves.
   So uhm it’s my birthday month and am making a lot of changes, and yea,I’ll be 17 and I’ll blah blah blah😒.
I’m making peace with everyone I had an issue or two with, I reconciled with two old friends and still on the way to patch things up with the others. I got really hurt with what these beautiful people did to me but then I just thought like, seriously, Life is too beautiful to keep holding on to your pain, am going to come out straight, I know it can never be like the past, our conversations will never be the same. If I try to patch things up and they still take that for granted, I’ll just understand that it’s part of what makes us human. Am not going to wait for the ‘am sorry’, whatever happens, I know I’ll be able to sleep, knowing that I’ve cleared things. What if something happens tomorrow and I don’t get to amend things with beautiful soul? I will live with the guilt.
“imagine the person you’re ignoring for a while doesn’t wake up tomorrow, would you regret your pride?”
To everyone that pierced my soul and made my heart bleed, I forgive you.
To anyone that I’ve ever hurt in any way, do forgive me. I love you.

Zizzy❤

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GREAT IFE!

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“I sha pray we won’t have to go home o, I can’t imagine, when did we get here? , I will now go back home again? God forbid!”
  One minute I was sitting with the orchestra, the next minute, we were saying our goodbyes.
  Just like that, we were on our way home, Chai! Oau is just weird.
  So let me feed you with the things that has been happening. first thing first.
  Am in love with pit theater
I know I came here to whine about the rehearsals and the time schedule with the evil faces of the coordinators. I was super wrong, okay, they looked scary but then as time went by, I fell in love with all of them. They are really nice, compared to the creepy stories we heard bout them, I’ll dedicate a post to them(that’ll be after the initiation). These guys left their comfort zones just to instruct a bunch of kids they don’t know and the love and the morale we get from them, Arghh bless their souls🙌
But then, we mess up Alot, we forget our lines, we forget our steps, we forget the sequence, with all the annoying things we do, they still encourage us, I just really hope we make them proud.
Presently, am back in Ibadan:'(back to face the realities of life, Back to my 12 of sleep, back to laziness, back to everlasting boredom and I miss rehearsals😥:(

Zizzy❤

DEAR FUTURE CRUSH 2

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Hello Loves.. So uhm the final two yea? It’s just the pathetic one and the recent weird crush.
OK Fam! If you see this, it’s gone, it’s in the past. I’m done with it, let’s not bring it back,just read this and laugh 😂.
The 3rd crush is the pathetic C.U.. my longest crush that made my heart go Pim-Pim, I’ll emphasize on this one cause *whispers* he became my boyfriend(Forgive me fam, I betrayed y’all,but things like this are bound to happen right?😌) If you’re reading this and you’re not from Africa or Nigeria, you might feel it’s okay to have a boyfriend when you’re 15,but it’s like a taboo here, so back to the story..
    I met C.U in the most beautiful and funny way, we became super close, not a day goes by without talking to him, C.U had a girlfriend and blah blah blah, he literally turned into my besty/crush, I told him I had a crush on him sha*what could I do hun? *Months passed and unfortunately(and maybe fortunately😋) C.U became single (time to strike shey?) months went by again and C.U asked me out(I knew I shouldn’t do that but I just couldn’t help it) I said yes💃(I still wish I had said no) C.U was so sweet but behind the mask I saw, there was a face I knew nothing about.. 2016..we broke up to the glory of God 🙏*Epp me shout Hallelujah 🙌*

I guess I’ll talk about the last crush later.. J.B(not Justin Bieber o)
It’s 12:21am and I have to sleep
Give your comments and tell a friend.
😘

Zizzy❤

DEAR FUTURE CRUSH!

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OK! Am gon be very blunt right now, this might spark some controversial things up, I’ll be talking bout all the people I’ve crushed on, am not talking bout celebrity crushes now, people I might never meet,this is about the real ones I’ve seen and had contact with.. They are just 4,right from my elementary school😁*yelz we’ve been crushing since 1990* to a random one to another pathetic one during my teenage years and the not too recent one… We’ll have to disclose their names in codes, we don’t want some drama, do we? I’ll just take 2 today.
  S.O.J–we’ll call him that.. My first official crush, the kinda crush you remember and just turn your mouth cause you were probably out of your mind?  Nah.. I stalked him few weeks ago, The Bobo is still fine o. We were close, then after primary school, we lost contact, All thanks to Facebook. It brought him right back to my “friends you might know” thing. I sent a request, got accepted*my shoki was lit that night ;):roll:*, then I sent a message,didn’t even overdo, his reply gave me 0% hope.
So Yaya! I got crushed by my crush😑:'(*but I’ll still stalk😁*.

O.J.S –we’ll call him OJS *looks the same like SOJ*. Let me do some flashback to my junior high school when he asked me out *he was actually crushing then😋*I declined, very young.. Come back💭Few years later, I started crushing on him*see karma o😩* now we’re close but Bobo is now gone, just the perfect TRH guy oo.
So Yaya! I got crushed by my crush:'(

We’ll continue tomorrow loves.. Yawning😴:'(

Zizzy❤

6 heartbreaking weeks

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So, am a dramatic arts student, am preparing for my initiation, coming up soon, probably July, I’ll go through all the training. So we met our coordinators today and some senior colleagues, The coordinators seem nice to an extent, but then some looked 😈evil, we’ll go through the initiation training for 6 weeks with a 4am-7pm and 8am-11pm training, every frigging day..*you’re free to cry for me*
I got moody right after the meeting cause I know I just have to sacrifice Alot, and uhm turn into something else, bury Alot of things, deal with myself and all. We’ve been given some rules too, no nails*I love my nails pedicured though*, no jewelries, no walking on the stage with shoes and some other stuffs.
The coordinators are to be strict, you know to make us take the rehearsals seriously, I’m pretty excited and nervous.. I hope I’ll get to update and I’ll share few pictures..
Pray for me loves 💘

Zizzy❤

PIERCE

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When I was in high school, Senior year 2,my class teacher distributed our mathematics test scripts, I was not excited about it cause I was not not good with my arithmetics,people would say I will never make it pass my high school with my ever red marks on mathematics,and I envied my friends who were mathematics geniuses, My classmates got tired of explaining over and over again,When my teacher gave me my script, she said something in Yoruba language which means I literally sleep and wake with failure *painful shey? *I was pained, not too pained too.
My teacher knew how good I was with my other subjects, I held on to the word, Right after my Grad, I got my admission into Great Ife through merits, I was the first person to get into an institution , TBH, her words didn’t make me raise my game, the hope and the trust people had in me made me,people don’t understand how words Pierce through the soul and how it can affect a person, I actually plan on driving to the school with my legs out of the window screaming. F*VK YOU I MADE IT!!..
P. S:::I still hate mathematics 😂

Zizzy❤

DOES TECHNOLOGY MAKES US MORE INTROVERTED?.

    

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The community as a whole makes use of different technology for so many purposes, they are found in the hands of students, teachers, engineers, lawyers, bankers, accountants, and so on. Also these people are either introvert or extrovert, some are even both. But, the question is,” does technology makes us more introverted?” To me, it does makes us more introverted unless introverted depending on how often we use it, what we use it for and the technology itself.
     Let’s take an instance, in a class of both extrovert and introvert student, an assignment was given to them which would involve them do some finding about a particular place. These introverted students on their own gets the picture of the place through a digital camera,analyse the place, sit and thought, they try to view things happening in their own imaginary world, making deductions and inductions, exploring images in their head as if it were real, jotting down what they  think is right from their own perspective, Introverted students think alot in their own space so they have no problem with thinking. They type the information they have gathered from their thoughts on their laptops and forward them to their teachers. they are proven wrong though , they believe they are right. They become more introverted because they used few technologies and trusted their thought.
     Moreover, In their spare time they would read offline novels, take selfies, update their status on social networks, read posts on the internet without commenting, buy what they think is best for them on the internet. They isolate themselves from people, never forgetting their phones or camera. They are also found playing games with their phone or taking pictures with their camera. They get more introverted because of the way they use technology.
     Further more, students who are introverts because their own thoughts and feelings are always taken for granted in reality whenever they spend some time with people, thus, end up becoming less introverted online. They would always upload, comment, chat and post their feelings and thought on one or the other on the internet, there by creating an avenue to express themselves and spend more time with people on the internet. These make them less introverted because of how often she uses it even though they are introverted in reality.
     In another case, an engineer who is working on a project with so many other engineers would use big technologies which are large and complex. This will require them to spend time together and get things done accurately on the project. Now they’re extroverts, cause, not just an engineer’s thought but all is needed to run the machines, But this engineer is an introvert in the use of his mobile and personal computer to compute his own thoughts on how to build his personal machine without the help of any other engineer. He locates where the needed materials are and buys them electronically just to build his own machine even without any one knowing.
     In conclusion, the use of technology can make us either extrovert or more introverted individuals depending on how they are used in the hands of individual and the technology
     OLAJIDE Dorcas is a 100L student of Obafemi Awolowo University, Department of Economics, she has a strong passion for studying, Aydorcas on Twitter.

Zizzy❤

KNOCKED

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🎶Won gbo mii – Base10
              Hey Loves!.
Sorry i couldn’t update today,today was really hectic😥 ,and the sun, puhleeze!! it has tanned me enough.
So please! I’m just learning and all,i need your help,kindly advise me on things that needs improvements,encourage me,cause that’s what keeps me going.
I’ll drop the 2nd post on Uncle,biko! I’m 17.,it’s so hilarious,you have to read it.
Invite your friends,teens and adults,don’t just read,LIKE, don’t just LIKE,COMMENT, don’t just comment😝,SHARE.

Love❤❤

Zizzy❤

🔗Shackles(2)

Why do older people get overprotective?
They feel like they’re looking out for us,yes,we understand that,but what we don’t understand is you peeping while we’re making a call,monitoring faces(for a smile) while we are with phones,spying through phones and messages,stalking us on every social media.Why??.
  I’ll tell anyone that cares to know,lurk and spy all you want,that won’t make us good or holy,it won’t stop anything.
Lurking around like a thief is just weird,looking through the phone each and every other time is weird and that  “what are you hiding?,who are you chatting with?,who just called you?” Is just annoying. Please,it’s not looking out or whatever,its over do,we’ll do if we want to.
That’s why a lot of teenagers end up really bad,you don’t expect me to pour my mind out to someone that’ll judge me,yell and freak out,that’s why teenagers will talk to a person willing to listen without being freaky or just adopt a behavior that they feel they can confide in.
 
 

Zizzy❤