ALL THINGS GO

26.January. 2017

 Maybe it was because I forgot to pray in the morning. I discovered something the day before yesterday,which broke me but then I got back easily.

  • One of my results came out yesterday, I literally died twice,I wanted the tears to fall real bad,but then my eyes didn’t even show signs .I texted my Bestfriend instantly,then I sat on the floor,I was fidgeting. I called my mum and I told her,she encouraged to try harder,even suggested she coming to tutor me.I called my Bestfriend instantly and trust him,he threatened not to talk to me for a week if I cried. He insulted me out of the mood and I laughed in between the horror I found myself.
  •  The Nigerian cultural troupe  were in Pit theatre, “ADEFILA” is the director and they were to stage Moremi. I got there and sat my butt down.Something had to cheer me up.And the performance was lit!! I enjoyed myself. Redefined Theatre, Modernized Theatre, I was screaming and looking back to see the look on the director.Pit theatre came alive. They were given a standing ovation. 
  • I got outside and saw Sister Lara,with Funmi Mustapha and Jeff,my senior colleagues, who will be graduating in less than 4months,She gave me a bag and told me to follow them,We got outside and Funmi Mustapha laid the banner,had the pictures of the Finalists ,I had goosebumps instantly. I’ve been trying to shake away the fact that these set of people won’t be in Pit theatre in few months, but the banner brought emotions,Jeff had to climb to erect it.I started sobbing,Reality was dawning on me…….to be continued

YOU’RE NO ANGEL EITHER BABY!!

An incident happened where my classmate was embarrassed because of what she was wearing.It caused an uproar and she was told to excuse the class, you know how students would react,some people started taking pictures, while some booed ,some clapped.

My classmates and I sat rooted and dumbfounded, what she wore was not befitting ,soft! But then my ears heard hurtful and heart stabbing words, even from her classmates..some even said “she’s a drama student and will forever remain a drama student”, those words came from a dramatic arts student like her, like me.

“It’s dramatic arts,they won’t talk In the department” my classmate said that too,right to my face.

We all realized how bad what she wore to class was but why would people decide to judge,to say hurtful words without their own words pricking them.You can easily go meet the person and talk to her about her dressing,people have done that to me too and i appreciate it.Everyone talks without even checking themselves,All we want to do is criticize.

 You can’t tell the next person beside you that what he or she is wearing is really bad,the next reply would be “am confortable in what am wearing” “come and buy clothes for me” “their own children are doing worse”  have said things like that too.

 Bob Marley once said

  Before you point at another person check yourself and remember that the 4 fingers are pointing at you.

THE COMMON OPINION ABOUT RAPE

I was in a class on Tuesday morning,We’ve all given up on the lecture all because our lecturer won’t even show his own face in the class *welcome to the Educational system in Our own Naija* ,the man surprised us o,he came looking all radiat,didn’t even talk about the 4 or so classes that he refused to attend.

 Very Bubbly man,the kind of lecturer that will always spice things up with stories, he had a story for every point he dotted out. He talked more about WOMEN ,It got to a point where I got really pissed,I really can’t put the words down just the way he said it but I’ll try to summarize in the way that I can.

 During my postgraduate days,I went to read,I was on my own o when this lady came, in a mini skirt, I wonder why nobody wouldn’t want to rape her.

 I never knew people still had this very absurd thinking about Rape,Why don’t you take your eyes away? I don’t support indecent dressing,its not right but using a Lady’s attire as an excuse for rape is crazy.

Little children often walk around bare due to heat and some other stuff,you can imagine an insane person trying to harrass the child sexually,well its not even surprising again cause some Mad people now walk around and say a 4year old was trying to seduce them.

It’s getting out of hand,Nobody is safe, I don’t feel safe,I walk around lookinUb  should do something about 

I need a vacation

So am having a very bad morning,I just left my lecturer’s office and got threatened with a carry over,am crying all because she thinks am not a serious student,I got the wrong time and got into the class 45 minutes into the lecture.

They think am crying all because of what she said,but am crying because I’ve given too much into this to have it all thrown away with words of mouth.

 So far,I love my lecturer,she’s a very good woman who has a good relationship with her students,she’s very good at critising,she makes her students work their butts off to the point of cursing but then i was told it’ll help me in the end.Am just not starting on a good note with her, I hope to fix it soon.

 Just had a row with a friend, so I decided to stay on my own,till am okay.I wouldn’t want to talk out of anger, it’ll ruin things so I’ll stay put till am okay.The Bible advises not to stay angry till sundown.

  I ought to register my health care thing, but am too destabilized,having a preview from 2-3pm and audition starts by 3pm. I auditioned for 3 play projects yesterday and I got it *yayy* Dance auditions starts tomorrow.I’ll feed with everything that happens next.

 So i am still going to sit on the staircase leading to another department, my eyes are red,have not had my bath cause I rushed down to pit theatre,Am still angry and I’m still in love with myself.

               Love

                 Abisola Tiny

  

2017

So I intentionally decided to stay off my blog for few days.

 Before I forget Happy new year!! May this year bring peac,joy,love,life and all good things of life.And please what’s up with all the “2k17”?

Am back in school, now I miss home.Alot of things has happening, have been trying to decipher but it just keeps twisting my head and now, I’ll just leave fate to do it’s thing.

 I just hope am not making one of the biggest mistakes of my life,but I just have to try, taking risks.

 Let’s see what this year will bring.

                           With love

               Olayinka Ibukunoluwa Abisola