GREAT IFE!

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“I sha pray we won’t have to go home o, I can’t imagine, when did we get here? , I will now go back home again? God forbid!”
  One minute I was sitting with the orchestra, the next minute, we were saying our goodbyes.
  Just like that, we were on our way home, Chai! Oau is just weird.
  So let me feed you with the things that has been happening. first thing first.
  Am in love with pit theater
I know I came here to whine about the rehearsals and the time schedule with the evil faces of the coordinators. I was super wrong, okay, they looked scary but then as time went by, I fell in love with all of them. They are really nice, compared to the creepy stories we heard bout them, I’ll dedicate a post to them(that’ll be after the initiation). These guys left their comfort zones just to instruct a bunch of kids they don’t know and the love and the morale we get from them, Arghh bless their souls🙌
But then, we mess up Alot, we forget our lines, we forget our steps, we forget the sequence, with all the annoying things we do, they still encourage us, I just really hope we make them proud.
Presently, am back in Ibadan:'(back to face the realities of life, Back to my 12 of sleep, back to laziness, back to everlasting boredom and I miss rehearsals😥:(

Zizzy❤

KEEP GOING

I finished my rehearsals like an hour ago, it was an Igbo dance thing and it’s quite nice but I was struggling with two steps.
I felt like I was going to pass out, I kept gazing at the Nike slippers and the Nike sign kept getting smaller and it became blur, I staggered but told myself.. “Abisola, you are not going to faint and create a scene”
The only thing I wanted was to run out of the theater and cry, I could feel the tears gathering up, but I fought them back. It took forever before we were dismissed. I didn’t care about the statues that scares me, Ola Rotimi’s big glasses didn’t shake me, nor did I feel like the shackles in the hand of the big statue will hold me back, I walked slowly but I felt a Crack in my heart, a tear fell.
I ran to the back and saw some people, I moved forward and sat on the steps, I cried and called on the only person that understands, I called on God, I told him. Told him to heal me, he sees my heart, I felt a gentle breeze and I picked up my phone to call my mum.
  I don’t even know what’s wrong but I know I won’t stop moving.
         

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I’ll keep going

Zizzy❤

Dear Future Crush

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It’s been 5 days :'(, I’ve miss writing but then have been busy with school and rehearsals, so I need to dedicate this post to my recent crush, unlike the 3rd one, I’m happy I met this crush.
P.J:::Have you ever had a crush that’s not really a crush? This is what am going through, am happy I’m crushing on him. It’s not bout P.J’s body or something everyone sees, I see P.J as a mystery I just want to unravel, He’s not like every other crush I’d love to go out with.
When he talks, I just want to listen, he’s deep, he makes me want to strive and become better. His eyes holds questions and answers he never wants to admit. P.J is one of the strongest people I’ve known but then I see weakness, I see a guy that needs something but shoves it when it comes his way,we call it stronghead in Nigeria, P.J is just someone I could take risks for. BTW his body is lit mehh ;)😆

Zizzy❤

DEAR FUTURE CRUSH 2

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Hello Loves.. So uhm the final two yea? It’s just the pathetic one and the recent weird crush.
OK Fam! If you see this, it’s gone, it’s in the past. I’m done with it, let’s not bring it back,just read this and laugh 😂.
The 3rd crush is the pathetic C.U.. my longest crush that made my heart go Pim-Pim, I’ll emphasize on this one cause *whispers* he became my boyfriend(Forgive me fam, I betrayed y’all,but things like this are bound to happen right?😌) If you’re reading this and you’re not from Africa or Nigeria, you might feel it’s okay to have a boyfriend when you’re 15,but it’s like a taboo here, so back to the story..
    I met C.U in the most beautiful and funny way, we became super close, not a day goes by without talking to him, C.U had a girlfriend and blah blah blah, he literally turned into my besty/crush, I told him I had a crush on him sha*what could I do hun? *Months passed and unfortunately(and maybe fortunately😋) C.U became single (time to strike shey?) months went by again and C.U asked me out(I knew I shouldn’t do that but I just couldn’t help it) I said yes💃(I still wish I had said no) C.U was so sweet but behind the mask I saw, there was a face I knew nothing about.. 2016..we broke up to the glory of God 🙏*Epp me shout Hallelujah 🙌*

I guess I’ll talk about the last crush later.. J.B(not Justin Bieber o)
It’s 12:21am and I have to sleep
Give your comments and tell a friend.
😘

Zizzy❤

DEAR FUTURE CRUSH!

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OK! Am gon be very blunt right now, this might spark some controversial things up, I’ll be talking bout all the people I’ve crushed on, am not talking bout celebrity crushes now, people I might never meet,this is about the real ones I’ve seen and had contact with.. They are just 4,right from my elementary school😁*yelz we’ve been crushing since 1990* to a random one to another pathetic one during my teenage years and the not too recent one… We’ll have to disclose their names in codes, we don’t want some drama, do we? I’ll just take 2 today.
  S.O.J–we’ll call him that.. My first official crush, the kinda crush you remember and just turn your mouth cause you were probably out of your mind?  Nah.. I stalked him few weeks ago, The Bobo is still fine o. We were close, then after primary school, we lost contact, All thanks to Facebook. It brought him right back to my “friends you might know” thing. I sent a request, got accepted*my shoki was lit that night ;):roll:*, then I sent a message,didn’t even overdo, his reply gave me 0% hope.
So Yaya! I got crushed by my crush😑:'(*but I’ll still stalk😁*.

O.J.S –we’ll call him OJS *looks the same like SOJ*. Let me do some flashback to my junior high school when he asked me out *he was actually crushing then😋*I declined, very young.. Come back💭Few years later, I started crushing on him*see karma o😩* now we’re close but Bobo is now gone, just the perfect TRH guy oo.
So Yaya! I got crushed by my crush:'(

We’ll continue tomorrow loves.. Yawning😴:'(

Zizzy❤

6 heartbreaking weeks

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So, am a dramatic arts student, am preparing for my initiation, coming up soon, probably July, I’ll go through all the training. So we met our coordinators today and some senior colleagues, The coordinators seem nice to an extent, but then some looked 😈evil, we’ll go through the initiation training for 6 weeks with a 4am-7pm and 8am-11pm training, every frigging day..*you’re free to cry for me*
I got moody right after the meeting cause I know I just have to sacrifice Alot, and uhm turn into something else, bury Alot of things, deal with myself and all. We’ve been given some rules too, no nails*I love my nails pedicured though*, no jewelries, no walking on the stage with shoes and some other stuffs.
The coordinators are to be strict, you know to make us take the rehearsals seriously, I’m pretty excited and nervous.. I hope I’ll get to update and I’ll share few pictures..
Pray for me loves 💘

Zizzy❤

PIERCE

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When I was in high school, Senior year 2,my class teacher distributed our mathematics test scripts, I was not excited about it cause I was not not good with my arithmetics,people would say I will never make it pass my high school with my ever red marks on mathematics,and I envied my friends who were mathematics geniuses, My classmates got tired of explaining over and over again,When my teacher gave me my script, she said something in Yoruba language which means I literally sleep and wake with failure *painful shey? *I was pained, not too pained too.
My teacher knew how good I was with my other subjects, I held on to the word, Right after my Grad, I got my admission into Great Ife through merits, I was the first person to get into an institution , TBH, her words didn’t make me raise my game, the hope and the trust people had in me made me,people don’t understand how words Pierce through the soul and how it can affect a person, I actually plan on driving to the school with my legs out of the window screaming. F*VK YOU I MADE IT!!..
P. S:::I still hate mathematics 😂

Zizzy❤